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So far we have three gold medals, three silver medals, and one bronze!! I’m so proud of them! I know that they’re all doing their very best! But we got some medals so that’s just that is so awesome!! V^___^W.

I’m feeling a better from my last post but it’s still nagging at me… Buuut! I shall keep a positive attitude which will/should help right? =D. I’m also keeping busy with a now very late FMA Valentines Comic to keep me sane as I shall call it XD. I’m almost finished I think? Well besides the cover and the end cover… but other than that I’m almost done! *dances.

Then! I will start (Once I get all the rp into one word document =P) drawing out pages for a FMA fan comic (don’t think I can call it a manga XD) me and my friend Zash are writing together =D. She was the one who suggested I make a comic out of it all and of course I said sure! Cuz it’ll be fun and I’m still learning how to layout comic pages and such. Sooo! Once I get all of the first chapter drawn out and finished I’ll post it all up prolly on my DA and my website maybe somewhere else. It’ll be figured out when the time comes =D.

*ramble ramble*

Well ja!!

P.S. You Rock Canada!!! *hugs for all the athletes*

Mood --->Keeping myself entertained
[ Music – Rammstein- Zwitter ]

This week is already starting/is sucking…

I just feel like I want to puke right now though I’m not sick… I can’t seem to do anything right this week and the one person I want to talk too…

I hate expressing my feelings since I can never seem to get out what I want to say.

*slumps shoulders* why is it when you think the one person who could see that you’re upset doesn’t…?

I hate typing these kinds of sad depressing posts but I can’t help the way I feel. I just want to hide somewhere where no one can find me and just disappear.

See I even rambled this thing *sighs*

Well better stop typing before I ramble on like an idiot.

*attempts to work on something to make myself feel better and force myself to smile*

Mood --->....
[ Music - Namie Amuro - Hide & Seek]

…

This has been one of the shittiest week and weekend ever… mostly weekend I guess… but I can’t say it was totally shitty this weekend I got to talk to my good friend who is off in Japan teaching. I only get to chat to her on the weekends. So I got to have a few hours of not thinking about anything and just having fun.

Just a lot of stuff going on I guess… I don’t really want to get into grand detail and bother you all with it. Arg…. *gets mad at myself* I refuse to cry for the third night in a row I swear…! *takes a few deep breaths* it’ll all be okay…. It will all work out…. Somehow… right?

*prays and hopes*

I know what I’m worried about the most and it scares me and then something kind of stupid and then something new came up this evening when I logged onto my desktop.

Sorry this is all just blurted out and doesn’t make a bit of sense but I just don’t want to bother you with my problems just has to kinda type stuff out to…. Urm… kind of make myself feel better.

I better stop now before I ramble on about nothingness…

Ja…

Mood --->....
[ Music – Tv..]

Okay it’s 2:30am it’s feb 1st now XD.


I got lazy and should have updated this the 30th XD it was my Cousin B-day the 30th =D and so me and our two other cousins went out to the Casino nearby where I live and they had a awesome buffet~ the food was so good and the desert *drools*

And it was my other Cousins b-day the 31st so we went out for the Casino for her too =D I gambled a bit but with 20bucks and I left with 10! Cuz I said “noooes monies!” XD and and stuff lol.

Today I went over to my cousins for dinner and cake it was nummy! Though waiting for the first bus was so cold! But the Bus gods loved me =D the second bus I had to wake was already sitting there when I arrived and I quickly got on! Yay warmth! And it was also the bus that would drop me off right in front of my cousins building extra bonus!! V^___^W.

On the way home I waited for 10mins outside and I was soooo cold I swear the snot in my nose froze! But then I got on the warm bus! And yet again the bus gods loved me! And my bus was already sitting there when I arrived so I thought “sweet!”

Ummmm not sure what else to ramble on about… well I do but yeah stuff V^-^W;;

Well JA! *waves*

Mood --->Holy Brrr!
[ Music – Rammstein – Zwitter ]

Weird dreams…
Last night I had a dream about going to school? It wasn’t a mall though I thought it was since it did have escalators VO.oW; but it was a school and I had to get to class and so I went to take an escalator and for some reason every time I have a dream with one they always seem to break down and or I seem to fall off/down them? *laughs* no idea how that works!

Apparently I have a phobia for escalators… well I am still a bit afraid of them only thinking I’ll get my pants stuck or something silly =P and I guess I never really used them much didn’t have any in the small town I grew up in only saw/rode on them when we came up to Halifax as a “treat” and get new clothes for school and whatnot.

Like my parents taking us to the Disney store it was a treat...! except we never did buy anything kind of was in awe at everything wanting everything or one thing and then Mom telling us no we can’t have it and it was too much money.

After awhile we knew we wouldn’t get anything but we wanted to go in and look around anyway we didn’t have one down home.

And my cat Wolfy suddenly decided sleeping in the bathroom is fun! *raises eyebrow at the silly thing* I left a towel on the counter so she assumes “ZOMG new place to sleep!” the goof. I find her sitting in the sink or tub most of the time and hear her playing with the plug for the sink/tub. Suppose she’s entertaining herself? Lol.

I had to fix one of the sliding mirrors where I can place things out of sight. She was digging at one driving me absolutely insane! It sounded like someone was knocking on the wall! And also sure the neighbors could hear. Not like they’re not quiet yelling at the kids V-_-W; But I ha-…. I’ll stop myself before I say it and jinx myself =P.

Any who! Back on track here XD. The one mirror she was digging at for some reason was really wobbly so touching it made it make a loud noise. So my cat likes to annoy me I swear! Also to get me to go to her and chase her or something? So I finally got annoyed enough I went to see why it was making so much noise couldn’t fix it so I took a square of TP and folded it up and shoved it into the corner and then closed it and made sure it didn’t move and it doesn’t! I win this round cat Mwhahaha!

But…. In the morning for her to wake me up is a different story V-_-W; I try and ignore her she suddenly started digging? At the plug closest to my bed and where my head is. I’m glad I have two things plugged into it! Otherwise I think the goofy cat would shock herself and not learn.

But I think she only does that when she wants more food in her bowl I even make sure she has enough when I go to bed! The little piggy! I love her really =P when she’s good Wolfy… which I don’t see often the little brat. She will come over and flop on the floor in front of me if I walk out of my room and she sees me so I pet her for maybe 2 or 3 minutes before she decides “it’s biting time! Nomnomnom!”

Well I think I rambled enough what’cha say? V^_^W

Well JA! *waves*

Mood --->Random Kitty cuteness!
[ Music - 30 Seconds To Mars - This Is War ]

I am stumped!!

Why? Well my Mom sent me some mail form down home (aka: my parents house XP) my GST still gets sent to the house. And she sent me up a card form my Aunt and Uncle and it had a picture of my cousin Matthew in

side forgot it was his last year of high school! =D But that isn’t why I am stumped! XD

I am stumped because I got a Christmas card from someone all the way down in Arlington VA, I opened it wondering who it could be I don’t know anyone who lives there and they have my old address when I was living with my parents, so I opened it and the card is really cute and a even cuter picture inside =D. I looked at the names that sent it and I honestly can't remember who they are! and I feel sooo bad I don’t remember! I gotta know them… *thinks*
I must know them I mean they have my address after all *ponders and rattles my brain trying to think* I’d send a letter back but they didn’t leave a last name.
Blarg…! Hopefully I’ll remember! =D.

Nothing else really to say but things are going okay could be better but gotta do what I can with what’cha got *nods*.

Still looking at the job bank for a job not really finding anything and I won’t work nightshifts I hear/know they’re really hard to get out of once you get one. And… not so comfortable walking alone at night doesn’t help V^-^W;;;

I’ve been doodling well not “non-stop” XD but been doodling a lot with a story/comic idea me and my friend Zash are working on we tend to get side tracked by cuteness! V^___^W I’d post some doodles but it would give away the story >D but eventually hehe~.

I beat Dissidia =D. Well... sort of? XD I unlocked more stuff after I beat it. I got Zidane to lvl 100 *dances about* he is my favourite! *hugs him*Also beat Prince of Persia a week ago I semi started playing it again just to have him in Altair’s outfit *giggles*

Speaking of Altair… I was being a dork… rofl Elly would say I’m Always a dork but any who! lol.
I have a sweater I got from my cousins a year or two ago for my b-day and it’s all soft and fuzzy inside =3 and when I put the hood on it sits like Altair’s hood! Never noticed till now! Never played Assassins Creed but when I was visiting my Elly *snuggles* her roomie Al got Assassins Creed 2 so I watched him playing it and fell in love with the game it kicks ass! Though I’m still mad I fell asleep for the ending *pout* they did tell me what happened but I wanted to see! Damn my falling asleep! Rofl.

So here is my being a dork just a few pics for shits n giggles =P. Also in my bathroom XD cuz no where else to really take the pics soo you'll see my towel XD


Well ja~ *waves*

Mood --->??
[ Music - Adam Lambert - For Your Entertainment]

Stuffos...
Btw happy near year

I swear everywhere I move (though it’s only been twice) I always have some asshats upstairs and some people yelling at their kids next door throwing shit or just making lots of noises which are loud and I hear the kid just being loud and annoying. *Sigh* I know it’s only a kid but… I don’t want to hear them in my room, which has my one wall next to their apartment. Just once just ONCE I would love to not have asshats upstairs and next door is it too much to ask for some quiet in my own apartment…?

I guess it’s from living in the country and basically having quiet everywhere…. And as I’m typing I hear the woman and the kid and them making thud noises *sigh*…. Headphones will be coming out very shortly… ok now I think they’re pushing the kid against the wall shaking my wall… arg…

*takes a deep breath* trying to stay positive. Been looking at the job bank nothing right now and I don’t want a night shift I couldn’t handle that and be afraid of walking outdoors in the middle of the night =/.

All I can do is just keep looking and continue to draw to make myself feel better heh….

Ja…

Mood --->Frustrated
[ Music - 30 Seconds To Mars – This Is War (currently obsessed over this song =D]

Hiya!!
Hope you all had a merry Christmas!!! =D I had a good one!
My Cat Wolfy had a bit of a freak out/hissy/cranky fit after the long 4 hour car down home, home (I call my parents house home, home my house is just home XP) she sounded like the Tasmanian devil VO.OW;; it was scary I said “omg I have the spawn of Satan cat” but she was scared so I don’t blame her she calmed down after a day I went to check up on her now and then I placed her into my room. Once she hissed or growled or swiped at me I said “okay I’m leaving you alone for now”.

My sister and her Husband brought Misty the big goofy dog with them who was apparently trying to be dominate with me XD Silly thing. I didn’t want her bone or anything. My Mom said it’s prolly cuz she knew I’m the youngest so I said “well crap…” Misty growled at me a few times not too loud it was a low one so I finally growled at her back and she looked at me like “wut…?” silly thing.

Ummm I got a bunch of ornaments for my tree =D and brought 3 back I got a few Christmas’ ago. I got Prince of Persia =D the newer one with the princess Lilika(sp?) looks cool! =D. Um I got a DS game instant or imagine star? *forgot* XD it’s pretty neat =D. Ummm PJs a shoe holder thingy… uh…. Aloe socks omg they’re the most comfiest/softest socks I have EVER touched/petted V^____^W. And… prolly something else brain far atm XD.

I loved being at home it was so quiet ahhhh~ got to hear the wind/rain and not hear anyone when I was sleeping it was bliss...! Now I hear my only neighbor next-door to me they have a baby so I hear it crying a lot (my room is next to their apartment) or I hear the lady freak-out/screech at her kid/husband or something?? VO.oW; she speaks another language so I have no clue. Sometimes I hear a thump against my wall at night or in the morning scaring the crap outta me… LOL I can’t win with weird neighbors screaming at the kids and what not. One day I’ll get maybe another apartment which I “hope” is quieter and or maybe a townhouse…. With non noisy neighbors V^-^W;;; I’d like a house but lol no monies hehe~

Anywho! Well Ja~ *wavies*

P.s. - Sarah finally e-mailed me on X-mas! That woman worried me to death I swear!

Mood --->Tis Cold out! X:
[ Music - Samurai Pizza Cats – Intro (why yes I am a geek XD) ]

Fweee~

Random subject title I know lol.

Excited to be going home for Christmas!! *dances about* leaving Wednesday mid-morning my sister said. I’ll have everything packed the night before just pack up Wolfys things that morning after I have a shower then place the harness on her and into her carrier she goes… need to bring some of her toys… hope I won’t lose them at my house XD.

Kind of hoping Misty (my sister n bro-n-laws dog) won’t be there She is overly friendly and Wolfy is afraid of her. Lol last year Misty was going “ZOMG KITTY” and wanted to see her but Wolfy was already scared shitless from the car ride… I think maaaaybe if Mist was a little… Okay A LOT more calm lol. I think she would have been fine.

Don’t get me wrong! I love the big goof of a dog =D just Wolfy would be in my room while she’s there… and or just upstairs (we have a door that closes off the upstairs & downstairs) I don’t trust her with the other 3 kitties. Sure they’ll either hiss at her or run away or beat her up…. Maybe Wolfy could use a beat down rofl. But I suppose now she’s grown on me and she’s my baby (no I’m not becoming a cat lady! XD I’ll get a dog eventually just can’t have one in an apartment)

Anywho! Well Ja~ *wavies*

p.s. She still hasn't contacted me yet.... V-_-W;;; *sigh*

Mood --->V^____^W
[ Music - The New Cities - Dead End Countdown]

Tis cold
I'm very excitied to go home for Christmas on Wednesday! =D Hope Wolfy willl be good in the car. It's a 3hour drive to my parents she'll howl here and there but she'll be good *nod nod*
I have a harness on her and I let her out of her carrier I have a leash on her so she can't get too far. She usually curls up next to me or on my lap.

Though... tomorrow sometime I got to put some flea stuff on her my Mom said the fleas are bad at the house. Her cats are scared shitless of the flea stuff because it's a liquid that goes onto there shoulder blades. I have no one to help me hold her sooo... hope I can distract her long enough just have to make sure to open up the bottle and what not first so she doesn't see me doing it then apply an ta-da.

Well Ja~ *wavies*

Mood --->Brrrr!
[ Music - Tiesto And Sneaky Sound System - I Will Be Here (Radio Edit) ]

Mmmmm Hot Chocolate~
I have been in a slightly evil mood for the past two days fufufu....

(That’s how the evil anime characters laugh hehe~) V~_^W

Though Friday…. I wasn’t all that happy I was so pissed off in the afternoon I ranted in my apartment cursing and muttered to myself as I went out to fix what had made me so angry.
Hehe I was so mad I emailed Elly with quite the angry/pissed/ranted email *giggles*

I quickly felt better coming back as my Grandparents send me a X-mas card! =D.

I Like to be in a semi evil mood then what I have been in.

Also… Dear Santa…

All I want for Christmas this year is a full time job which pays the same or more then my last job

*hugs*

Thank you~

And SarahC if your reading this *doubts but figures why not XD* Email me woman! You said you would once you arrived in Australia but I haven’t heard a peep out of you!! For a week and a few days! Rawr!

Well Ja~ *wavies*

Mood --->Fear the cute! XD
[ Music - Versailles - Zombie ]

Not in the mood to think of a title…
This week has officially sucked…

Why? Well over stressing out over certain things I don’t want to bother you with and other stuff… some I think is stupid to be getting upset over… I’ve cried every night this week so far.
*wonders why on earth I am blurting this out* guess for a bit of relief to get it out I have no idea… so I apologize for just blurting this crap out.

But… on a happier note I have been working on my website never realized I gave my html files for viewing my pictures such odd names… Vo.OW; but I am fixing them and what not hopefully will get that finished up soon. I can only work on it for... *ponders* an hour or so? Till I feel like my eyes are going crossed =P then I take a break for a bit.

Well ja…

Mood --->stuff..
[ Music |Three Days Grace - Break ]

I have a Tree! =D
My sister and my bro-n-law gave me their old fake tree to me last month before I left to visit Elly I just put it up yesterday =D. I bought some cheap x-mas bulbs and set of lights which I need to buy another set it’s only 3 bucks so Woo! V^__^W. I had four small stuffed animals to place onto the tree too just to give it something besides the bulbs.
Here’s my tree =D.

Yes I put my Dragon stuffy at the top it works! V~_^W. I’ll get a more updated one when I get more lights.

My friend still hasn’t called or e-mailed me yet… Starting to worry she told me she would once she arrived… blarg… sure she’s fine *nod nod* just she said she would and all.

My Cat has been very cuddly as of late!! =D well… sort of she laid on my lap yesterday but I started to pet her and after a minute or less of me petting her she left. Today she snuggled up next to me on the couch and moved when I did… can’t help if my leg starts to fall asleep! Lol.

Here is a picture to say Merry Christmas and Happy Holdays!! *hugs for everyone*

Happy Holidays - 09 by ~windrider01 on deviantART


JA! *waves*

Mood --->Kind of sleepy..
[ Music |Perfume – Love the World ]

Have fun! *waves*
My Roomie just left for Australia today last time I’ll see her in a while since she is moving there and all =D. I’m really happy for her she’s moving somewhere completely new and with someone who already lives there notice how she is moving haha.

I’ll miss her I mean I’ve known her since grade 9 … that is *counts fingers* about 10 years. But she’s happy so all the power to her! She was so nervous leaving this morning I told her it’ll be alright I had just been on a plane a week before hand so I could actually tell her lol.

Soooo when she calls once she arrives I have no idea what time it’ll be lol so hopefully I’ll be up when she calls and not asleep or something since they are night time when it’s day time here and stuffs.

Now for her stuff…. *looks at it* she took most of her clothes but still a lot of stuff here so… I think? She said if everything works out she’ll come back next year? And get it? And if I move I guess I’ll pack it? And her Mom will take it? Dunnos something!

I wish I was more excited for X-mas… but I’m more panicking over other things… such as EI giving me money now would be an awesome time to start plzkthx. Kind of need to you know buy food and what not I don’t want to use my Visa already has my plane ticket on it. Arg… hope they pay me something good soon =/.

*worries/stresses* Must think happy thoughts… yes happy thoughts and lots and LOTS of deep breathes
JA! *waves*

Mood --->Blarg
[ Music | Muppets Christmas on tv =D)]

Few tired!! And apparently it was national brownie day?
That’s what my cousin told me when they came over I got two brownies score!!

I just had my “dance” classes tonight *snicker* V~_^W.
I missed two classes visiting Elly but it was worth it =D. I know for a fact I’m going to be very sore tomorrow but it’s fun!. Still can’t do some of the evil spins though *shakes fist* maybe eventually… blarg!

My Cat decided to rape my arm again by attaching to it biting the crap out of it giving me more cuts and wounds D:
But before this happened she jumped up clawing/biting my butt!! Little meanie!! Rawr…

I was messing with my Used PSP it’s in awesome shape =D just a scratch or two on the back but over all awesome! It’s silver and looks sparkly. I managed to get it to work with my PS3 made me snicker cuz I can play my PS3 on my PSP hehe! Though don’t think prince of Persia would be easy to play on my psp Vo.OW; I swear he likes to jump in the opposite direction I tell him too! *shakes fist* Rawrs…!

Also very cold outside it was semi snowing earlier not that I don’t want snow… lol just don’t want a lot of it =D

Anywho!! Enough of my ramblings!
JA! *waves*

Mood ---> Brrrr it is cold outside!
[ Music | Tiesto And Sneaky Sound System - I Will Be Here (Radio Edit)]

I’m baaaaack…! …… hehe
I had so much fun at Ellys! *dances* Still don’t like planes though… especially turbulence V@.@W;; It scared the beegeebuz outta me!! Especially when it happened the first flight I was EVER on not cool *flops* Good thing it only lasted a minute or so.

Soooo I suppose Planes aren’t “that” bad but still scary D: like changing planes at airports… omg the Atlanta airport is HUGE! Least I thought so lol I had to go across the whole building to get where I had to go so I say it was huge hehe.

Newark.. EVIL made me go on a wild goose chase from them sending me to the waaay wrong area because my ticket didn’t have which terminal to go to like A B or C and they assumed C since my flight was continental I mean really where do they think Halifax is?!! *grumbles* so long story short I got my stuff scanned in then found a man at a counter to another plane because I was so lost and on the verge of tears he pointed me in the right direction and apologized for the other people sending me that way *grumbles calling the other people asshats* and then go to terminal A get my stuff scanned in AGAIN and finally made it to my plane thankfully it was 15mins late. And I was going to call my Grandparents who live in New Jersey to call and say Hi since I “would” have had a hour before my next flight but noooo Grrrr *shakes fist*

My Camera was stupid and didn’t work *pokes it* all I know is Georgia has LOTS of churches everywhere VO.OW! I mean everywhere we were driving down one road and I counted at least 5 churches on the same street could have been more on the street but I lost count as I was in shock of them all.

Ummm Not sure what else to put besides I had tones of fun and hope to go again! =D and also hope my cat Wolfy doesn’t hiss/run away from me next time I come home D: she’s over it now I think she was being all cute today and snuggled with me under all my covers silly kitty.

JA! *waves*
Mood ---> Happy! =D
[ Music | Metro Station – Shake it ]

YAY! new layout cuz... I can? hehe
I’m taking a plane for the first time on Saturday to visit Elizabeth in Georgia I’m soooo nervous/scared D: never been on a plane and also have to transfer twice to get there x:

I think I’m more scared of transferring I think…? Because I don’t want to miss the flight D:

I’m hoping I won’t get too motion sick I’m reaaaaaaally bad for it V@.@W; I have my DS to play while on the plane hope I won’t get someone scary sitting next to me *hides*.

I’ll miss my Wolfy (my Cat) I know she’ll be fine my roomie is watching her =D but still will worry and miss her she’s kind of like my baby in a way hehe.

JA! *waves*
Mood ---> Waaah! so nervous!!
[ Music | Kana Nishino - Style ]

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